RSV FLU whatever it is was, I am glad I am through it to!

   My nephew was sick a few weeks ago, I did not know at the time that he had RSV, I gave him his usual kiss good night when I left his house... the next day he goes into the hospital with RSV.

      I did not get sick right away, in fact it took a couple of days, I started to feel it, and knew I caught it. Not a nice thing to get btw, but it was my nephew what could I do.. I still love him.... I went to visit him as much as I could when he was in the hospital, I ll tell you I was not feeling very well at all. By that weekend I was in bed not getting out of it at all. My children and husband were very helpful and for  the most part quiet for me. They let me sleep, and get the rest I needed. Thank you family!
     Angel cake buttermilk biscuit got better and was released that Friday,he spent a week in the hospital. Once he was out I should of went in lol. But I did not. I laid in bed and refused to go near him as I did not want to give it to him back or give something worse to him. He grew stronger as I grew weaker, but he was healthy again and that is what mattered most.

      While I was still on the mend come Monday, I was taking my children to get their stuff done including but not limited to getting my youngest daughters hair done, she was so happy.... she paid for it herself, with the money she worked for from her Uncles business.

     So I was feeling much better, and felt I was good to go, thought to take a nice picture of both my daughters. So proud of them... they were being so good, and helpful love them so much. Here they are being good and funny and for once Sisterly!

     Then after a couple more days, I started feeling like I had a sinus infection, which I knew also comes with the Flu or RSV.. when your body is at the lowest something always come up after.... and well I caught a bacterial infection there after, it floored me as well. I took a few antibiotics that I had from the last one, but because they were old they helped but not as much as they could if they were fresher.. So off to acute care I went and saw the Doctor, they updated my meds, and sent me on my way...  Now 3 weeks later, after the Flu/RSV I had, and fighting this Infection now, I am on my way to fully mending.. Thank the heavens for the help they gave my nephew in getting better, and my youngest who caught some infection as well (she got better quicker and through it faster),and of course the help they provided me with,.
     Noticed hubby came down with something to, hope he will get better fast to without to much fuss I ask for the heavens to help him through it to. All in all those that are sick I pray you get better quickly, Those who are well I pray you stay that way, Those that have been sick I pray you remain sick free for the rest of the year. God Bless and remember be nice to one another, love not war, selfless not selfish... These are things that help the world become a little nicer and less hateful and stressful.

The Mothers Song — Jean Auel The Sheltor Of Stone

                         

The Mother's Song!
Out of the darkness, the chaos of time,  The whirlwind gave birth to the Mother sublime, She woke to Herself knowing life had great worth, The dark empty void grieved the Great Mother Earth.
From the dust of Her birth She created the other, A pale shining friend, a companion, a brother. They grew up together, learned to love and to care, And when She was ready, they decided to pair.   Around Her he'd hover. Her pale shining lover.
She was happy at first with Her one counterpart. Then the Mother grew restless, unsure in Her heart. She loved Her fair Friend, Her dear complement, But something was missing, Her love was unspent.
She was the Mother. She needed another.
She dared the great void, The chaos, the dark, To find the cold home of the life-giving spark. The whirlwind was fearsome, the darkness complete. Chaos was freezing, and reached out for Her heart.
The Mother was brave. The danger was grave.
She drew from cold chaos the creative source, Then conceiving within, she fled with life-force. She grew with the life that She carried inside. And gave of Herself with love and with pride.
The Mother was bearing. Her life She was sharing.
The dark empty void and the vast barren Earth, With anticipation, awaited the birth. Life drank from Her blood, it breather from Her bones. It split Her skin open and sundered Her stones.
The Mother was giving. Another was living.
Her gushing birth waters filled rivers and seas, And flooded the land, giving rise to the trees. From each precious drop new grass and leaves grew, And lush verdant plants made all the Earth new.
Her waters were flowing, New green was growing.
In violent labor spewing fire and strife, She struggled in pain to give birth to new life. Her dried clotted blood turned to red-ochred soil, But the radiant child made it all worth the toil.
The Mother's great joy. A bright shining boy.
Mountains rose up spouting flames from their crests, She nurtured Her son from Her mountainous breasts. He suckled so hard, the sparks flew high, The Mother's hot milk laid a path through the sky.
His life had begun. She nourished Her son.
He laughed and he played, and he grew big and bright. He lit up the darkness, the Mother's delight. She lavished Her love, he grew bright and strong, But soon he matured, not a child for long.
Her son was near grown, His mind was his own.
She took from the source for the life She'd begun. Now the cold empty void was enticing Her son. The Mother gave love,But the youth longed for more, For knowledge, excitement, to travel,explore.   Chaos was Her foe. But her son yearned to go.




This is just  a little sample of the mothers song that can be found in the book by Jean M. Auel. My all time favorite writer, there really has never been another to surpass her from my favorite, The book that this is from is called the Shelter of Stone, this is her 5th book in the series of 6. Many will know her work, and those many will appericate as I do her skill in bringing these characters to life as she did. I am grateful to be able to read all of them thus far. I can not wait to either read more, or watch the movies she has said she will create after she is completely done writing these books in her series....
To read more of the Mothers Song you can visit a local book store or go online and look up the books in this order. It is best to read from the beginning to the end to be able to fully understand the life of Ayla. Below are some links and the titles to each book by Jean M Auel. 1. The Clan of the Cave Bear 2. Valley of the horses             3. The Mammoth Hunters        4. The plains of Passage            5. The Shelter of Stone               6. The Land of Painted Caves     
Link to her website             http://www.jeanauel.com/         Fan site                http://ecfans.com/        Buy Her books here            http://www.amazon.com/Jean-M.-Auel/e/B000APVANG   

Angel Cake in the hospital, RSV you are so bad!

  Praying for my nephew to get better, was admitted to the hospital yesterday for the RSV bug. I hate it when the children are sick at anytime, however when it is something like this I hate it even more. Hoping now that he is in the hospital he will heal more quickly and get better. I already miss him, and I have seen him tonight but that does not do my worry any good.
   As his Auntie, I feel that I am close to him as he needs those around him to lift his spirits up. As he is in the hospital most of his living life so far. The months out of the hospital have been great but he does get sick more often then most kids. I only hope this changes as he gets older, If you have ever read my earlier postings about my nephew here on my blog you would know why and what I am talking about.
   My nephew wasn't even suppose to live past 3 weeks to a year, with his left front part of his brain dead, and thought to be blind and not able to hear or walk, and talk. With a shunt in his head to release the water in his brain, he has proved all of them wrong thus far.. I only truly hope he is strong as he seems to be.... but how much more can a little 2 year old take. He only knows pain most the time so to him it is normal. The days with out pain he welcomes and his happy none the less. Never know when he is hurting as he is just a great kid that doesn't know how to let you know. He has mastered more with pain in his two years of life then most in their entire life span. What a little brave man we have in our lives and we thank God for him every day,,,, at least I do. He can hear, speak, see, and think and is so very smart, no one knows there is anything wrong with him unless we tell them ourselves.... God has made a miracle through him, thus faith will always be known in my heart mind and soul that God does exist.

Hubby home for the weekend dinner with my brothers family!

   All kinds of things are happening how wonderful is that. Spent a wonderful weekend with the husbands and kids, movies and games, dinner to. Could not ask for more, all healthy and doing well. So been real busy this whole week kind of feel like I need a long break and a me time kind of day! Got to take puppy's in tomorrow for their shots and hope that they do well.
   Other then that nothing much to tell that is why I haven't written anything much lately. Still trying to transfer files from my old PC to my new I MAC, takes time considering the husband or kids are on the PC at most times, hoping to be able to transfer tomorrow as well with a day off just for me. Can not sleep the day away like I usually like to do HA! but never the less it will be busy tomorrow just like always it is. Guess once the kids get older it gets easier however you become taxi driver more an more.
   Taxi Driving isn't so bad when it is for your children, but it gets old quickly, I would rather take them myself anyway. There will be plenty of me time when they have moved out and on with their own lives. Then they will be calling me to taxi the grand-kids around ha ha ha ! Got to love them all kids, grand-kids, nephews and nieces, they are gifts not to be taken for granted.God blessed them all!

Husbands b day yesterday, New iMac for me today!

   So I am happy to tell you hubbies b day went off with a blast he got my computer, new game, went out to eat, and will be getting a new graphics card for the computer he got. It is basically new only a couple years old.
    Today I got my new mica, it was the deal we made long ago if I get my mac he gets my computer I couldn't resist the deal so I got my mac today he got my computer a couple of days ago. It all went well for both of us. He is a great husband and I would not trade  him for the world. Just awesome at everything and more.

Is he right for you, how can you tell if he is the one? Here is a few tips to find out.

   Frist and for most when you invite him over does he want to spend it watching a movie, wants to talk, or just hang out with you... or rather still does he want to play x-box......? Well, the answer is simple, if he is playing xbox, or even computer games, etc: you are looking at your new future, a forever case of playing xbox, is his way of thinking is that if I am home, or around you I am spending time with you.... therefore no reason to complain... Is this the guy you want to spend the rest of your life with?
   If he comes over and does different things with you, like watch a movie one night, play board/card games the next time, hangs out with you another time, then xbox on another night then you can fairly say he likes the games, but he also makes a point in trying to spend equal time with me. Is this the type a guy you want to be with for the rest of your life?
   If he takes you out on dates and spends time with you  at home or out, then you have a pretty decent guy,even if he plays video games on whatever system. Is this the type a guy you want to spend the rest of your life with?
    I figure my man is the last option here, and I am willing to spend my life with him. Marriage doesn't mean you have to spend every momenet together doing something together. The relationship will quickly go down hill fairly quickly. However my man works a lot and deserves hours of play which is fine with me, he also makes sure that he spends time with family and spends time doing other things. He does not always play games but it is a big part of his life, but I am a bigger part of that and he makes sure I know that.  This is the type of guy I want to spend the rest of my life with.
     SO WHICH GUY DO YOU HAVE OR WHICH GUY DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?

Just a few ways to lose a man fairly quickly..... am I right?

   1.    Text him over 200 times a day or more.
   2.    Text him threatening msgs over 200 times a day or more.
   3.    Call him every name in the  book everyday,
   4.    Have children you can turn against him,
   5.    Isolate him away from his family through out the whole time of the relationship,
   6.    Call his family harsh names that you think will anger them as well as him,
   7.    Harass his family and close friends, until they hate you,
   8.    Harass and call his family members and him 200 time or more a day,
   9.    Call the cops on him for everything,
 10.    Find ways to put him in jail, then put him in jail,
 11.    Be very phycially, mentally, and verbally abusiveness towards him.
 12.    Follow him in your car, all over even while he is working.
 13.    Go to his work and sit out in front of his job for hours on end,
 14.    Climb on his vehicle better if its his work vehicle and refuse to move until he talks to you,
 15.    Track his phone and computer and anything else you can so you can keep track of him,

 There are so many other ways to lose a man, I will think of more and update this list as they come... good luck in trying to lose your man to! These are sure fire ways to get a start anyway... specially if you start from the beginning of the relationship...Good Luck with that!

Happy B Day once again, My Angel Cake ButterMilk Biscuit !

       Yes he is Two today, what an amazing little guy he is. For someone with as many problems as he had/has he sure as let all the doctors and nurses know it is not so just because they said it was so, but it is what it is because God said it was so. Again I remind those who do not remember or know about my Angel of a nephew, he wasn't suppose to be here they said if he is born alive he will live only 3 weeks to possibly a year. Well it is his two year birth day today...... ummm shows the miracles God can do doesn't it.
     His left side of his front of brain is dead, However he is smarter then most kids his age, He is a little slow in the walking talking area, but he has no problem communicating with us, or anyone else for that matter. He does talk a little and he is walking with help, but that is only because he still is a little scared to do it on his own. He will get there in his own time.
    By looking at him you wouldn't guess what he has already been through in his life he looks and acts just like any normal child his age should. They said he wouldn't be able to hear, speak or even see. Yet he does all these things and more.  They said he would be mentally ill for all his life, yet here he is more normal then we all would ever imagine. A child that has felt pain most his life feels happy and alive everyday, even when he is at his sickest he still finds a way to make himself and others around him happy. Pain to him is his normal day to day life, but it is not his life..... he has the most wonderful parents who give him all he needs and more, and he has joy and love from all that come around him as he gives it back just the same if not more.
     He is my angel cake butter milk biscuit, not because he just acquired it from me, but because he is an angel from god to all of us, and his feet, cheeks and hands taste like butter milk biscuits... lol. Auntie loves her Angel Cake and no one can and will ever change that, I loved him at hello, the moment I set eyes on him, and he stole my heart right there and then, and he does refuse to give it back to me. I do not mind this.... my nephew, How lucky we are to have you in our lives each and everyday! Happy Birthday Angel from God!

                                   This picture was taking two weeks or so ago, He and my oldest were playing on the floor, and he bumped his hard head on her nose, and looks up at me as if to say "DID I DO THAT!"

Winter Finally shows its self! You all happy now! I am not lol!

    Well you all wanted it, and here it is.... now what are you going to do with it but complain about it!
I dislike snow, a little is ok, but truly I was looking forward to a brown winter honestly. However I still can not complain to much as it is still better then what we have had in the last two years just dreadful.
    Though it is cold, and we have had a few windy cold days, it has been rather nice I have to admit. Now though I see when I woke up this morn, that the snow fell while I slept, and continues to snow through out the day today. Hoping that work calls and says I do not have to come in today, but that won't be likely, Oh nothing says you can not wish....
     In the mean time husbands home has been since Tuesday been nice to have him here, it is not often he gets to be home more then a day or so... so when we get the chance to have him home for  a few days that is when we take advantage of it. maybe today will be a nice enough snow day that the kids will want to go slide down the hills, I know 14 and 17 it will be hard to convince them to do so... one last time before adulthood Ha Ha! Mise well make do with this snow as much as we can

    Enjoy your winter those wished for snow and have had their wishes come true..... but I ll tell you , Brown winter I want you back..... If you want snow move to Alaska lol.. Just kidding!

Mice oh my what some people think,

    Ok so some mice are cute, and soft and fluffy, they are small and very active at times. They have beady little eyes and a nose that wiggles.  I think they are rather cute creatures, with a purpose in life, every thing has one right. Well so do these little guys, though they are a very low ranking on the food chain, and yes they can be dirty and filthy, as well as carry deceases. But doesn't every body and every thing else to. I mean really take a look, humans aren't the cleanest beings on earth you know.... I have watched Hoarders, and many other shows... as well as been in a lot of homes that were just down right filthy. We also have our fare share of deceases as well.
   So mice are not much different then we are, You can have the cleanest house in the world and still have mice. There is no doubt about that, However some people make me laugh when they panic over a harmless little mouse that is just doing what it has to do to survive in a world so big and luxurious as ours. They would be stupid not to take advantage of that situation, so remember next time you kill that mouse in your house.... do it, but do it respectfully.... who knows you may come back as a mouse in your next life.
     Some people are so scared of mice that they have to call a family member over to clean the mouse traps, then refuse to use the same trap over cause it has germs on it... makes me laugh because ok yes it has germs on it but I am not eating off it, and it can be washed... and for  another thing I can use it a few more time before I throw it out and just go waste more money on a new one that is going to get all germ-ed up again.... Some people can be pretty petty about small ridiculous things such as that.         
     However there are real people out there with phobias for mice and rats and any other creature the like there of. This is ok, I understand that, however when some people are just being ridiculous to be ridiculous, and to feel and sound important, then they need some serious reality checks. People life is to short to worry about little creatures like that, deal with them and get them out of your life, and move on. But again I say do it respectfully, to yourself and to others. There is no reason to make such a big who ha deal over mice or other rodents that are in your home, chances are they were there before you even moved in to the home, chances are there was nothing you did, to cause them to come to your home. Get the job done, don't make a fuss... you get what you get and don't throw a fit...... there you have it...
     Be a big person your not a child anymore, grown ups have to do things they don't want to do all the time, like get  a job, and work all their lives... They have relatives with illnesses they have to worry about, Bills to pay etc: I can go on and on... there are more serious matters to worry about, then a mouse in your house, and where is my husband and who is he talking to.... and how can I keep track of him...... Its called growing up and facing reality,... that the world.... is to big of a place to revolve around just you, there is a bigger part out there that you should be doing, and your not because your wasting your life that was given to you by doing childish stupid things and worrying about all the wrong things. Move on, deal with it, grow up, dry your eyes and do what you have to do to live the way that is healthy for you and your family... that is with you. Get the mice out of your house and continue on the path you need to be on and stop worrying about foolish things.
    God bless the mice, God bless my readers, and most of all God bless everyone else.

     Two mice so pretty !

Back to school once again, this summer whoot!

      I am going to go back to school this summer to take a couple of courses, psychology and my English course, to get them out of the way, I also plan on taking a couple more classes in the fall, so then I can ease right into my spring classes for Graphics again. So excited and I can not wait for it awesomeness right .... So happy!

Making the cakes is so fun, But my hands freeze after two !

   Yes it is fun to work where I work, with all the desserts that I get to make, for so many it just plain awesome. I have learned how to make every dessert now, so proud of myself, and I do take great pride in making them. It is art to me, to make something with ice cream, and see the enjoyment of those that get to eat it. A childs face lights up to a dilly bar or the ice cream cone that I hand them.
    My worse pet peeve however is seeing someone else make a cone or dessert and it doesn't look good at all. I feel the need to go over there and show them exactly how to do it right. It takes practice none the less, but take some pride in what you do and make it the best,, the correct way! I was taught by my first Manager/Owner of their Dairy Queen a long time ago, and they showed us to take pride in our desserts and make them the right way, So I try to teach anyone that will listen or want to know how to do it correctly, And with time they will get it. PRACTICE PRACTICE is all that it takes.
     I recently learned how to make the cakes, I was beginning to make cakes a long time ago, but never really learned it as I left the company before the lesson was achieved fully. Now however I have learned and let me tell you.... it is fun, but Boy does my hands freeze after doing just two of them. The silver rings that the ice cream lays on get really cold really fast, and it doesn't help that they are in the freezer before you start even putting ice cream in , on and around them. In the end if I get frost bite from them, it will be worth as we make over 20 some cakes a day just to meet the demand.

  Cakes are fun to make, I do not decorate them as you see them here, but I do make it completely, But it is the process before the decor that counts just as much as the decor itself! 

Sometimes in our life we just need to let it all out!

     What do I mean, well when we are happy we need to let it out, when we are sad we need to let it all out, when we are confused, angry, or what ever emotion we are feeling ..... we need to let it all out. How does one do that sanely. Is this the question? Well then lets start there, to let it all out sanely, is not has hard as it seems to be.. if your a hiker, in the mountains yell your emotion out there in the wide open. If you are a private person, and like the private of a bedroom then let it out there.Scream, yell, laugh, love what ever the emotion let it out.
      Who dare ask why, if they don't know then it is not important to them to care. All that matters is you, and how you feel and how you care. Bottling up emotions good or bad is never good for ones soul. To be sane you have to let your emotions go sometimes. Privately if you must or publicly if you like. I on the other hand base it on what emotion I am having, and then I ll let it out where I feel it is appropriate to do so at.
       Sometimes just talking to someone else, someone you know, someone you don't know, someone you call a friend or maybe someone you would call an enemy. What ever your dealing with good or bad let it out, That is what is important here. I for one, use to bottle it all up until I would just explode with mixed emotions, good bad ugly what ever it is...... all that emotion gets mixed up and then finally it just burst and you don't even know why your upset, or over worked up for. LET IT OUT.....
       Letting it out, alone or with someone is fine.. but most of all be safe about it, and be responsible about it. I think Anger and Sadness is the worse emotions, to let out. Because some people, get very angry and can not control their anger,same with sadness  if this is one of you, then maybe talking to a psychologist would do you some good. Talking to a psychologist isn't a bad thing you know, they are there to help you help yourself by listening to you and giving you suggestions or even finding better help measures for you. Be it meds or other means. But letting it out with them is better then anyone really.
         I am a happy person, but I to have my bad days, we all do and those who say they don't well we all know people tend to lye. These are the people that we will notice need more help then the most of us. I only wish and pray for all to be able to be happy and full of joy, but even now this is not our world we live in. It is full of anger, war, hate, violent stuff. But good people exist still, and as long as they do then well there is hope yet. Isn't there?

What is that saying... All work no play Makes Jack a very dull boy!

     Well I see what that saying truly means, lol. As I feel that is all I do anymore, work on the website, work at work, work on my EPUB, and work in the house to clean... ahhhh this is what dull is lol. That is ok in the end it will be all worth it.
      Currently taking a small break on the website,Epub, and what not so that I can relax and come back to it. I may even have to take a break from the blog for a bit an so forth just to get my bearing once again. I will try to do my best, to keep you all informed of my doings, and my life interest as best I can. I have already weaned myself off of FV and Sims Social for now. That has seemed to help get my mind back into my work, now my mind wants back off that wagon lol..... its ok we will find common ground soon I am sure of it.

Website box model is complete, Now working out the kinks and adding more ! lol

So I have been working on my site, and well I have to admit it is coming along nicely, with a little more twinking here and there I should have it finished in no time. The first page is always the one that takes the longest as it is your base for the whole site. Every thing else meaning other pages are basically the same..with just switching pictures and info around and exchanging etc:

I am mostly using css and most likely will turn first page into a style sheet so all others follow that lead, or the theme of the page. Then all I have to do is link the other pages to that style sheet and I ll be more or less done, however I still have to add and exchange things but won't take nearly as long as setting the first page up.

Here is a quick look at what I have so far, however the black boxes won't be in the final. Think of it as a map to let me know where everything should go, once I got everything in place I ll delete the black borders around the boxes so you will not be able to tell its in a box model.

        So with all that being said, I am hoping to be finished or darn near finished by the end of next weekend. Also working on my book still watching lots of videos on how to EPUB my book from indesign. I think I finally found the right one that I want to use for my Epub, as there are several ways and styles to make a EPUB book in indesign.
     
        So with that being said, my friends, fans and family I hope you had a safe and happy fun NEW YEAR! I hope this year is a great year, it is however what you make it, right..... lets go into it, with a great big blast of LOVE,PEACE,AND FAITH!

Heartache awaits us all!

Just something I wrote, for someone that needs to know....... Even though it doesn't apply to me personally, it doesn't mean I don't understand it less.


We all have had heartache,
we all have been through it,
no ones immune to it.

Been there done it,
Could not
would not
change it at all,

We all have had heartache,
we all have been through it,
No ones immune to it,

Just live it,
Just learn it,
Move to it,
Move from it,

We all have had heartache,
we all have been through it,
No ones immune to it,

Leave it,
believe it,
ignore it,
adore it,

We all have had heartache,
we all have been through it,
No ones immune to it,

Written by Carolyn R Tracy Copyrighted 2011

NEW YEARS PARTY.......wait...... NOT REALLY, I am a mommy for crying out loud HA !

Can mommies still party while having children? Well yes I believe they can, just not like they use to is all, it has to be more controlled. Be sure to have your children under proper care, and go out and have controlled fun. It is still a party, but with more thought about what you do and how much you drink.
Life isn't over just because you had kids, or family, it has just begun and thus a reason to celebrate the New Year, Now this doesn't ok, going out and partying every single night, nor condone it in any way. But I still believe mommies can go out drinking on a limited basics only. Holidays, and maybe far and few in between days/nights. As long as it is responsible and well thought out. I am not a drinker or partier, but sometimes I to feel the need for a drink here and there. Not all the time I think the last time I drank was several years ago in 2003-2004. WOW a long time ago. Sure I have had a sip of wine here and there in a blue moon since then but nothing more then that.
My children are well grown now into their teen years, and have their own time and place and friends to hang out with, they don't need me around all the time now, Even though I am a very protective mom. I to need to have fun, if I do go out I know I don't have to drink to have a good time, I also know if I choose to drink I will do it responsibly as my children really do not need to see me come home drunk off my butt.
So this New Years MOM go out have fun drink if you feel like it, (as long as your not prego). Have a suitable babysitter, have a suitable driver or call a cab, and most of all.. ENJOY yourself but responsibly..... HAVE FUN HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU AND ALL MY FANS!

Another Day another dollar that is what they say anyway!

Been off for that last three days, it was nice, spending it with the kids and husband and a few other peoples. My holiday went well, lets hope New Years goes just as well. So many things to do not enough time to do it in. Well that is another saying that is lived up to be true.
Heading to work in a few moments, what a wonderful time. Time is money I am just full of quotes today aren't I. Well to each their own I suppose,However work defines me and lets me express myself to others, and help where I am needed most. Though still going through school and keeping up with my studies, I am still alright to smile and enjoy my self as much as possible.
I know there is a lot of people out there in need, and I keep them in my hearts and in my prayers. I pray often and give my worries to him to help me solve, in the end everything works out for the best. Answers are there just have to be patience to seek them out, or they just take time to mull them over for others as well. Then the answer comes, do you give thanks to whom it is that helped you with those answers I do. I know with out the good lord in my life a lot of my worries would go unsolved and answers unknown to me.
Please remember be thankful for what you have others may not have what you have, be thankful for your life and that of what you have. Others are not as lucky to have so much. They would be happy just to not have to worry about where their next meal is coming from. I pay my bills faithfully, I thank god more and more each day for the life he gave me and the lives he gave me to care for. He is our lord and he is above all the one who has the answers, but for him to, it takes time to sift through them all to get to the right one for you that is needed. Be patience with him your one of Billions he has to look after..... Sending lots of love to you and your this season,.

So great Christmas, Spent with family and friends, and someone We have not seen for a long time!

Yes, it was a great Christmas, lots of food, laughs, movies and of course gifts.
Loved them all, I got here is the list he he he he,

1. A T-shirt- with my nephew and me, I was making a weird face as I was pushing my glasses up on my nose with out hands, cause I was holding him on the carousel at the fair. Awesome (here is the pic btw)

                                             Picture takin in 2009!
2. A T-Shirt- With the saying- I am the (nephews name) Auntie!Awesome
3. Wii Draw- whoot gonna love that to!
4. Poison Perfume- From my husband, this is not the cheapo stuff I usually buy and haven't even bought in along time as I can not find it, This is the expensive kind, and we both love the smell of it on me! Its my Favorite perfume of all time.

      Then of course we were able to visit with someone for who we haven't been with for a very long time. It was wonderful catching up, and getting updated of news between families and such. But mostly we just enjoyed the day and the time spent together. We will miss you until the next time we get to see you. Sending lots of love on your Journey and you will always be in our hearts and minds. Love you lots! NEVER FORGET THAT.......

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and all of yours this Holiday(s) Season.

   Just a quick note before we get into the Holiday Seasons, I want to wish everyone out there on the net where ever you may be, and those who are not on the net as well, a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, Drive Safe, be Safe, and above all enjoy!
    Family and friends of young and old, time is flying by us without a blink of an eye! One day its the first of the years, the next we look again and we are back at the first of the year before we know it, The years are going by faster then ever. I ll shake my head because I feel i just blinked and a whole year went by with out me even knowing it... at least that is what it feels like.
     I don't want to spend to much time on here today as today it is a day to celebrate the birth of Christ and to spend time with our family and friends, this being said once again To you and yours please be safe, and lots of fun giving and receiving. But most of all do not forget why we are celebrating at all..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!