Been Sick this week, Not a fun time, WOW!

    WOW, is all I have to say stomach flu, maybe. I am not even sure myself, it hit fast and furious, and a all weekend process. Still feel a little uneasy today myself, however feel better then I had all weekend. Family got it first, my little angel cake, then daughters friend, then daughter, then brother, I was next then his girl friend. Didn't think I would get it but that was when I got it. Just horrible that is all I have to say.
      When you are sitting going one way then suddenly have to turn and go the other way, not a fun time at all. What do you do in a time like that, they call it sometimes praying to the porcelain GOD, well let me tell you I was for sure doing that I never had to in all my life until this weekend. It was a nightmare I wish on no one, and no one should ever wish it on anyone for enough was enough.
      Drink plenty of water even if it won't stay down, as you will get dehydrated quickly and get even more sick. Chicken noodle soup that is about all after a few hours and water is all you can keep down.
could never understand that either why feed yourself chicken noodle soup? It never seemed to do anything not even feel you up. However I found that in this case, my stomach didn't want anything in it, but if I put the soup in it, it settled it a bit. 7up or sprite yes that helped to, but nothing other then that would I dare place in to my belly.
      If anyone ever gets this flu bug, just remember after the second puck you seem to feel much better and are able to keep stuff down. After that it gets better slowly, so move the same, in slow motion and just sleep it off with fresh water near you to drink, you would think you were in a dessert with out water for days that is how thirsty you will seem. Just don't drink it though sip it slowly, and add more little by little seemed to me the faster I drank and the more of it at one time is what made me blow.
     Again I repeat not a fun time at all.

Dressed for work, ready to go, ........ not wanting to go out!

   Yes I am dressed for work, in my three shirts again, as I do not like wearing a coat as I have to hang it up. Reason is I don't like taking it to work because I hate leaving personal items in the open for all to see or go through. To many times in my life have I had stuff taken from work when I leave it hanging or what not. Of course I am not accusing and of my fellow co- workers of stealing, its just a pass issue I have learned from and will not put myself through again. Thus I do not bring my coat to work. I leave all personal belongings in my car.
    It is cold again outside my warm cozy house, and a short drive to work. Sun is shining so I can not complain to much. However its getting out of the house and just getting the get go to do so. Bills to pay and mouths to feed..... what a day, I love my kids and my husband, and life could not be better for me right now... well it could but I can not complain, as there are much worse things that could be going on that are not, thankfully to the lord they are not.
     Four more days until I see the husband, what a joy he will be home again. Though he just left he is miles away, and I feel every mile that he slips further away. When he comes back I can feel the miles bringing us closer, the words on my way home are all I want to hear from him. The kids and I miss him dearly when he is gone, the truckers life we lead. It is a hard life, but so is the military and I am thankful he is out of that as the days could turn into months and months into years. I feel for our family friends and strangers who deal with this on a daily basics just know there is someone out here, praying and wishing for you all.
     Work is calling it is almost that time for me to walk out that door, to lock it behind me and leave the warmth behind to, knowing that I ll be working and though in a building it is still really cold, working the drive window most likely, love it but it brings that cold wind in and goes straight for your bones and sends the chills up your spine. I ll be glad to get back in bed tonight and snuggle deep down to sleep just like a bear in its cave.
       Wishing you all a good day, and evening and until I write again..... Christmas is right around the corner, hope it is all good for everyone this year. Sending love and wishes your way!
   

So It Snows!

With three layers of shirts on, and heat blowing strong, I still find myself cold, not as bad as it usually would be, but still cold. As the snow falls outside, I seem to dread the forever winter that is here. Though we have been lucky enough to get by with out snow this long, I can not help but still dread the cold winter that is here.
There is so much I want to do outside yet, but the ground freezes as I write. With no more then a blink of an eye I find myself stuck in my house. Going to work, coming home and working some more. Hope this winter goes by quickly to bring back the warm sunny weather of spring and summer. That dreadful winter always seems to just show up out of no where.
I do find this time memorable however, though the memories not all that good, Grandpa was lost Dec 4 1994. Grandma lost on Nov 20 1998. Of course the good memories are that I had my eldest in 94 and grandpa got to see her before he passed on, and of course a good memory of my youngest being born in 98 before grandma past and she got see her. So with the bad there is always a light at the end of the tunnel right. Still doesn't make me like winter anymore then usual.
I ll get through it I always do, I ll find things to do, like scrapbook, or sewing, maybe a little work on the Graphic art, or web design who knows, what will come this year in this cold season lets hope for good, and lets hope for lots of warmth in the process. Happy Winter all, it is finally here.

Reminders from our past, Reminders of our present, Reminders of our future!

                                                   (Grandma and I Christmas 89 I think)

     Your song played today, the memories of what was came rolling in, tears fell from my eyes, as I replayed those short but fun moments we once had. You teaching me to dance, I hiding in the corner trying to do the twist. Grandpa laughing in his chair.

     I was dusting your many Nic Nac's (some I still have for myself), you washing the walls, and singing to the tune, wiggling on the chair you were standing on. Those long walks we use to take, they now seem like they were way to short. The nights we stayed up listening to MTV and VH1, or you getting up in the mornings to drink your coffee, and find I hadn't moved from my spot and could not believe I had not even fallen asleep yet.

      Yes your song played today, and the tears rolled on down my face, I did not try to stop them as that would do no good, I let them roll off my face into my hands, I looked at my hands and realized there I held you ….. Those tears, that emotion, you still live with in me, through my joy, my sadness, and most of all in my heart, Mind and soul. Your not forgotten, nor misplaced, through my eyes you see my life, my dreams, my family.

       Your song played today, it was meant to be, It was you reminding me that you are still so very near.

Grandma dear please know I love you so and that I  would never let you go.

Are you the puppet master or the puppet?

Are you the puppet master or the puppet?


Some point in our lives we all ask the same question. Am I the puppet master or am I the puppet? Though we have asked ourselves this time an again. We have never really answered it. I feel that I may in some form have the answer though it may not be the one your looking for.
I believe strongly that the puppet masters and the puppets of the world are of equal number. What does this mean you ask? Well I am glad you asked that, because this is what I believe.
The world is divided in half one half, puppet masters, the other half, puppets. There are those that want to and need to be the puppet. Then there are the ones that want, need and force themselves to be the puppet master.
Those that are the puppets choose to be the puppets. These people are easily controlled, and Manipulated in to doing or saying anything their master tells them to do. Also known as followers.
Then there is the puppet master. Some people are natural puppet masters. Not intentional puppet masters are good people. They look after others protect them love them and most of all give their puppets support. These kinds of puppet masters do not have an evil bone in their body. Could not hurt their puppets or hurt their friends and family.
Then there is the puppet master that is evil. Forces their way into their puppets life. Controlling their puppet and who that puppet can see, talk to, where that puppet can go. Even speaks selfishly about and for the puppet. The poor puppet doesn’t know if he is coming or going.
However that puppet chose to be there, to have that puppet master. That puppet, chose to be the puppet. Though the puppet thinks there is no escape.
These evil puppet masters, they are the meanest. They sometimes suffer from mental issues, Emotional baggage they can not cope with. Sometimes the Puppet master can not focus on anything else but controlling, searching for others to control, spying on their puppets. Only because of the fear they feel inside the insecurity that they have in themselves.
They are scared puppet masters. They can’t change they won’t change. So they don’t have to focus on their own troubles and problems they’ll focus on other people to try to puppeteer,to control.



Thus the puppet master will live a long lonely life. With out heart with out true love.
When you choose the puppet master role. You chose to live with people that are in fear, or hatred for you.The puppet master always lives in fear of their puppets leaving them. The puppet master fears abandonment issues. So the puppet master will go to great lengths, to keep their puppets under their control. Isolating them from all that is around them.
One day though the puppet will come to realize that this master is not what they want. Nor need in their lives. The puppet will break free, once it figures out when and how to. For a puppet always finds that they do indeed have a choice to be there or not. Once this happens the puppet master will go ballistic. In a rage of anger, hurt and sorrow for the loss of their puppet.
Little to the knowledge of the puppet master, Many of the puppets aren’t as controlled as the puppet master thinks.
Most of the puppets do not care about the puppet master, but care about the other puppets involved. So the poor puppet stays until there is a way that all the puppets can escape together.
I for one know I am not a puppet in the claws of a puppet master. I was once in the claws of the cruelest puppet master of all. I escaped with all I had, my life my family. I have found new life, new joys and happiness to search out. I no longer need a puppet master. I am the puppet master of my own life now.
I choose to be the puppet master. A kind helpful loving together puppet master. I have a full plate to worry about of my own. I have no time nor energy to control puppets. I lead if they follow they do it on their own choice. They are glad to follow to.
My life as been better since I kicked the puppet master to the curb. Now the puppet master is irate, still full of blame and hatred for my choice to leave.
Yet the puppet master still tries to bare hold on me. Then quickly realizes that it is a game that the puppet master will lose.
I sit and watch from the side lines. The puppet master still in all its might tries to control me. Yet knows there is no way to grasp me like before. There is nothing the puppet master can do to me. I have the control of my life.
I ignore the puppet master that once had hold of me. For now as I have said I am my own puppet master. I am untouchable, Unreadable, unpredictable. This the puppet master feared Thus the puppet master lost.
By C.T 2009

Bon Jovi Lyrics and videos with evenescence video and lyrics songs I love.

These are just a few songs that I like I ll explain why after each video, just wanted to share with all of you. Hope you enjoy them to, just as much as I do.

         








Bon Jovi: make a memory with lyrics








Hello again, it’s you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin' wine, killing time
Trying to solve life’s mysteries.
How’s your life, it’s been a while
God it’s good to see you smile
I see you reaching for your keys
Looking for a reason not to leave.

If you don’t know if you should stay
If you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just, breathe there’s no where else tonight we should be-
You wanna make a memory.

I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had
It’s bittersweet to hear you laugh
Your phone is ringing, I don’t wanna ask.

If you go now, I’ll understand
If you stay, hey, I got a plan
You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You could sing a melody to me
And I could write a couple lines
You wanna make a memory.

If you don’t know if you should stay
And you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just, breathe there’s no where else tonight we should be-
You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You could sing a melody to me
And I could write a couple lines
You wanna make a memory
You wanna make a memory

 This song was my husbands and my song, it just felt right, the video though sad, our hearts reach for it and we linger on every word.









Bon Jovi: Lie to me







Rumor has it that your daddy's comin' down
He's gonna pay the rent
Tell me baby, is this as good as life is gonna get
It feels like there's a stranger who's standin' in these shoes
But, I know I can't lose me, 'cause then I'd be losin' you
Yea, yea, yea
Yea, yea, yea

I know I promised baby
I would be the one to make our dreams come true
I ain't too proud of all the struggles
And the hard times we've been through
When this cold world comes between us
Please tell me you'll be brave
'Cause I can realize the danger when forgiveness fades away

If you don't love me, lie to me
'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe
Let it all fall down around us, if that's what's meant to be
Right now if you don't love me baby, lie to me
Yea, yea, yea
Yea, yea, yea

Pour another cup of coffee
Babe I got something to say to you
I ain't got the winning ticket
Not the one that's gonna pull us through

I don't wanna die no more
No one said that it'd be easy
Let your old man take you home
But know that if you walk out on me that darlin'
I'd be gone

If you don't love me, lie to me
'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe
Let it all fall down around us
If that's what's meant to be
Right now if you can't love me baby, lie to me
Baby, I can take it

It's a bitch, life's a roller coaster ride
The ups and downs will make you scream sometime
It's hard believin' that the thrill is gone
But we got to go around again, so let's hold on

If you don't love me, lie to me
'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe
Let it all fall down around us
If that's what's meant to be
Right now if you can't love me baby
Go on lie to me



Go on lie to me
Yea, yea, yea, yea
Baby, I can take it
Yea, yea, yea, yea
C'mon lie to me
Yea, yea, yea, yea

This song Lie to me is a great song, I just love it there is no dought about it. They are just as good in concert as I was lucky enough to see them just a couple years ago.








Evanescence: My Immortal





I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

This song I just love it she hits you in the soul nothing more to tell.

Just a song my husband sent to me to listen to the other day, Said it was our song!

    Who said husbands are not romantic, because I have no clue about that, My husband sends me roses for no other reason other then to say I love you, and I appreciate you. My husband sends me love songs that he hears and says they remind him of us, or they remind him of me. That it is the way he feels, and that is fine, most men send songs to their loves, wives, girlfriends etc: However my husband not only sends me the songs he also tells me how he feels deeply.
     He is a wonderful man and I thank god for him everyday, here is his latest song he sent me, and the lyrics to it. ENJOY this one made me cry.


                                                               Lionel Richie "My Love"
Even though it says stuck on you it is not that song it's my love

Paying it forward all over the world this is a joy MUST READ!

   So today while in drive, I had two cars there, I was getting the first cars money, and gave her change, She politely asked me how much was the car behind hers bill, I thought ok must be a friend of hers. Well I told her the amount and she gave me the money, and then she said tell her to pay it forward.......
   Now that is what I am saying, pay it forward people pay it forward... I told the gal in the car behind the lady who paid for her order that her bill  had been settled by the car ahead of her, when she looked confused and said I don't understand I simply said " she said pay it forward."
The young lady looked at me, and said "what does that mean?" I told her then that she needed to do 3 good deeds to three different people, and tell them to pay it forward to. That the chain will grow by all who follows through with it.
     She smiled and said I ll remember to pay it forward..... I love it when we all just get along don't you!


Now I don't think this had anything to do with my post PAY IT FORWARD that I wrote on this blog a while back, and that it doesn't matter if it did or not, what is important is that there are people out there Paying it forward. Here is my link to my past blog post Pay it forward:
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 Pay it forward Blog 2011

Oak Ridge Boys Concert awesome Last Night !

    It was cold out side, and windy as heck, but nothing stoped me from going to the Oak Ridge Boys.
I remember as a child my grandma, and a few uncles and aunts, took me to my first concert ever, the Oak Ridge Boys I was only 8, Maybe younger or older by a year or two not really sure. I just remember sitting there listening to them falling in love with Richard more and more and that deep voice of his, Oh my goodness.
    I have never heard such a deep voice, and before I ever saw him, I loved him for that deep voice. When I got to see him, I was lost forever. I still remember listening to them on grandmas 8 track player, or records that she had. She had them all mind you, and I listened every chance I got.... maybe that is why they took me to the concert lol.
    Any way after so long, I never thought I would see the day that I would see them again, I got to, last night after 28 years I returned to see the Oak Ridge Boys play, and it was great, it was actually better then when I got to see them the first time, Maybe it was the seats, floor, 4th row, I could smell their cologne, I could see their eyes glisten with pride, as they sang every song. I could watch it all so close, yet so far away..... It was all to awesome and overwhelming.
    Here are a few pictures maybe even a video for you to see for yourself.

    Of course here I thought I would be the youngest one there, and sure it was damn close that I was, until I looked behind me, and there was a couple young men in their 20's sitting there, We got into a light conversation about how they came to be there, and why they liked the Oak Ridge boys, interesting in its self let me tell you.
     I also noticed a little girl there, that was young, a child that was my age at my first Oak Ridge Boys concert with none other then her grandma and pa... That right there brought all the memories back, and a little part of me said to myself, my grandmas here to, floating around watching the concert with us. Thank God for grandparents  who bring there granddaughters to concerts like this. GOOD OLD FASHION family time, and music. Sinks right into the heart doesn't?

    Here is the video :

    The second video looks like it is viewed through fish eye lens, which that was the filter I had it on, didn't realize it until it was to late, however it still turned out in the end.. Love these guys. Enjoy.



Picture of me at 8 or younger after the Oak Ridge Boy Concert the night before with the book Grandma bought me, at the concert.... to bad they don't sell these anymore. Ha ! Love you Guys!Click the pic to get a bigger view.

Thanksgiving was wonderful! Family, Friends, Life what more do you need to be ... Well Thankful for?

      I would say a lot really, I am always thankful for everything, constantly thinking it and saying it.
It isn't enough to think it, or even feel it, you do need to say it to those who need to hear it. Being thankful isn't a weakness it is a strength many do not have.
      I love thanksgiving, mainly because most everyone you know, is there or around you thanking you or you them for that matter. It is your chance to let them all know all at once a celebration of each other, and the thanks to having each other in our lives. It is the joy, of having them around, and even the joy to see them go. All in all just be thankful there here one more day to spend it with you.
      We all have our demons roaming around, forget them for one day, and just be .... happy ... joyful ... above all thankful.

Yes it is that day ! Happy Thanks Giving To you and all of yours!

     First and foremost I want to say Happy Thanks Giving to everyone, it had been a year and we are almost to its end. For the past year we should always try to think about what we are thankful for and have at least a top 10 list. I have mine do you have yours?
                                  

Top 10 things that I am thankful for

• 1) My Family - with out them I could not be as happy as I am.

• 2) My Husband - I want him to know that I have learned much from him and with that knowledge I have become who I am today with his help. 
• 3) My brother - for always being an older brother and being there for me even when I didn't need him. Love you (John)
•  4) My mom and dad, without them I wouldn't even be here would I. 
• 5) My grandparents - God bless them I miss them and love them dearly but they to played a big part in my life and who I am today.
• 6) God and Jesus - for answering most if not all my prayers in my life time thus far.
• 7) God and Jesus again - For my angel cake buttermilk biscuit that he is here, safe and just wonderfully him.
• 8) My children - They are what keep me going even when I think that they are out to get me HA HA HA! love you guys.
• 9) Everyone that has been in my life past, presant and future, No matter when where or how long you were in my life you were put there for a reason. Thank you for what ever those reasons were.
• 10)My Self - for if I didn't push myself and self motivate myself, or give myself something to believe in, I would not be where I am today! 

   So there is my Thankful list, I hope you have one at least thought up if not written down, Everyone has one and should express their thanks this holidays, all to often we take for granted that our loved ones know already. But more often then not they don't and it is nice to hear it from you, So this holiday tell you friends and family and who ever else that you are thankful for them, and grateful to them. There is no greater thanks then returning the favor or the love that is share among one another.

                                        

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL!

Some People Make me laugh so Hard its not funny cause it hurts my sides! HA HA HA

    People are funny, they just don't know how funny they can be at times, Sometimes they say or do something that just can not be helped but to laugh at. Like a child that does something that he should get scolded for, but that it was just so cute, that you can not help but laugh at it. There for you can not get mad at them for it.

    Well adults can be the same way, I have learned not to get mad at certain things, or many things for that matter. I just learn to laugh about it, because stressing over it just doesn't do anything at all. Some adults do or say things that just don't make much since at all. However at the same time it is so stupid it is funny. You can not help but laugh over it.

     I find myself at work at times laughing at customers that get upset over things that really are not worth getting upset about, what a miserable life that is to let every little thing bother you. The thing is most customers do not realize there is no reason to get upset, usually in most cases the company will fix the problem wither your mad or not. In some cases there are times to get very upset but very seldom does that happen. Companies want to please their customers/guest as much as possible.

     Then there are people out there that just get upset, stressed, and literally down right mean about things, I understand at most times why they get that way, but there are things that you or I may find the reason for their madness is just to silly and outrageous to upset yourself for, However to that person, in their minds their reasoning for being mad, upset and stressed are legitimate or justifiable. When really it just isn't, its childish and kind of on the mental side. I think we all know someone that is like that right?

     In any event, I can not will not allow myself to be dragged into such madness, it will literally drive you insane. Thus the reason I think or believe that I laugh about it, it is just to darn funny at times to let it bother you in any other way. I know that these people feel that they have the right, or even feel that they themselves have good reason to be upset mad or even stressed over it, but if they sit down long enough and think it through rationally I believe they to will find the humor behind it themselves, if not then they really need some anger management classes or something.   

Ok Breaking Dawn, Not to give it away or nothing BUT!

   So we went to the show, and it was every bit as good as promised and better yet. However I am not getting in to the movie as it is to fresh and many have not seen it yet. But I do want to mention one little thing ok. Please stay after the credits, all to many of the people in the showing of breaking dawn got up and left, so they were not able to see a peace of the puzzle, They missed in there rush out the door.
  Ok ok I know everybody leaves during the credits, but this one time we stayed, as told by friends, the whole place got up to leave as soon as the credits rolled. However after a few of the credit went through they showed a good part, Only my four family members saw it as well as maybe one other family, all others were gone. So please stay for the credits it is worth the wait I promise.

So my oldest had a baby today! My new Grandbaby kaye.... hehehehe!

    Yes that is right my 17 year old had a baby, she is beautiful, wonderful and most awesome..... and she is the quietest baby I have ever meant thus far SO FAR! ha ha ha. So my daughter is in child development, and well she had to bring her baby home today, grandma for a weekend and she gets to play mom.

     How nice is that huh? Wonderful I do say so myself she will learn a lot I am sure, but still a doll is still nothing like the real thing. Though this doll breathes, and crys, and burps etc: It still not the same, we haven't had much action with her yet but I am sure by night fall we will all be like ok time to take her back HA HA HA! here are the pictures peps.

So a little more then a month ago, We got Puppies!

     Well we did get puppies more then a month ago, and they were so small, but as with everything in life, they grow fast so I have decided to show the then and now pictures of our beautiful puppy girls, Names are Bella and Sadie Baby! Yes I have a Hopie picture to he he he !.....



These are the then pics!

                                                              Bella " Mindy's Pup "




 

                                                         Sadie Baby " Courtney's Pup "




 

Hopie " Husband's and My Pup "




These are the now pictures!

                                           
Bella " Mindy's Pup " - with Hopie and Sadie

                                                   
Sadie baby " Courntey" Pup "

So there you have it all three of our pups, They are such a joy in our lives, I am of all people happy to have them with us as everyday one or all of them does something to put a smile on my face.It is amazing children, animals, they all bring such joy into ones life.... Such as but not limited to these three pups!

Just something for you to chew on for today! " Whats This Life For"

                                                       CREED: Awesome band btw!
                                                                      Whats this life for?

                                         Lyrics:
Hurray for a child
That makes it through
If there's any way
Because the answer lies in you


They're laid to rest
Before they know just what to do
Their souls are lost
Because they
could never find

What's this life for
What's this life for
What's this life for

I see your soul, its kinda grey
You see my heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane

Don't say a last prayer
Because you could never find

What's this life for
What's this life for
What's this life for
What's this life for

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle the score
Cause we all live
Under the reign of one king

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle no God damn score
cause we all live under the
Reign I said we live under

One king
One king
One king

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle no god damn score
cause we all live
under the reign
I said we live under

One king
One king
One king

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle no god damn score
cause we all live under the reign of of one king


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Family Night in and Harry Potter Part 1 of 2 in the last movies......

       So my oldest talked her dad into watching the Harry Potter movie part 1 and when he gets back next week, They will watch Part 2. Family Movie night, Family Game night, Family Time is family time, No matter what and when you do it as long as you do.. do it.
       I  made Belgian Waffles for dinner tonight, something different  you know nothing to big but nothing to small either. It is great to be able to sit around and be  a family that can enjoy a night or maybe even two together with out fights, and with out stress.
       So this long movie, Harry Potter WOW!!!! its alright I suppose only my second time watching part 1 only because this is my husbands 1st time watching it. However when part 2 comes to us next week I ll be watching that for the 1st time to just like him this will be fun indeed.
       Well back to the webpage, maybe even throw in some sewing later tonight, got to get a start somewhere on Xmas gifts... right. HA HA HA ! love the holidays I do I do!

Which Picture to be or not to be! That is the question.... lol!

    I spent the last two nights, taking pictures of myself, to get the perfect pose, and layout etc: for my website, I feel there should be one there in the website somewhere right? So don't think I am full of ego cause clearly I am not. However to take the best perfect picture, I had to take several in short spurts.
    So now the big question is which one out of the ones I think are best should I go with on the site....?
This is a big question that I need to consider carefully, as I want everything to look feel perfect and in harmony for the site. Just as I did for this blog, I want people to come here as well as to the website and feel, comfortable, relaxed and somewhat at peace with the colors and arrangement of all the things offered. The picture of me is a small part in a very big project and I just want it to come together just right, is that to much to want or what! LOL well if nothing else here are my top choices, maybe you all can help me by voting on which one you like best and the most votes if any will be posted on the website. 
     This is how it works I am going to number the pictures, and all you have to do is leave a comment below with the number that shows the picture you like most. Thus then I ll choose the one with most votes. Ok great here it goes.....(Voting will be up for a while I still have a long time before I get the site up and going so no rush)
                                                                  


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       Now mind you the site is going to look exactly like this blog, in the color and theme, So I really like the brown pictures most, as it will go with my website color & theme; How ever I added the red pictures in for difference.. though I believe the browns ones will be far better, Each picture pose Brown or the Red backgrounds are the same pose it is the design and colors you are voting on, thank you very much for your interest and help!

Indain Taco's for dinner what a treat!

   Though we have had them in the last 3 weeks sometime ago, I made them again tonight for my brother and his girlfriend, husband and kids. We had a great family dinner as we always do, However our families come together a time or two each week to eat at each others homes, and spend the time needed together. Sometimes we have Chicken breasts, sometimes we have pizza, and sometimes we eat whatever we can find and have family game night.
     Family game night is actually pretty fun and happens  mostly in the winter months, with my brother at his house, and his girlfriend invites her sister and husband over as we also go over, we play taboo, or UNO, even Apples to Apples and few others.  It is an all out game war between the sexs at times... but in the end fun is all we have.
      Winter is coming quickly and the colder it gets the more restless I already find myself getting. I don't like the winter, and I never have really, but now that I am working I hope it finds me better then it usually does.... I dislike being stuck in the house. I love to go go go go ..... and there isn't anywhere to go really when its so darn cold!
       So here I am babbling  once again about things, that are yet to come and things that we look forward to and somethings that we just can do without at times. In any event it is now that we need to get out and do those things we want to do before it gets to the point of no return until next summer! Good luck to you and yours. Happy thoughts go out to all my readers.... ENJOY !
   

You would think by now that I would learn to just stay in bed! Flu ..... icky sicky!

     Nothing like getting the flu, and not being able to do a thing other then sleep, and complain... however with kids, you have to find the energy to get up and cook, clean, and take care of them. Lucky for me both my children are well old enough to take care of themselves while mom is in bed sick. There are things I do have to get up and help them with, but for the most part they are pretty good kids that allow me to get better, and help me out by doing some of the things I am not able to do as of yet.
     I am soaking in the tub, to sooth the muscle pains, and cramps my body feels it needs to have, I am laying around the house and carrying (when I must) my tissues in hand and my netflix on the T.V. charmed is on 24 7 it seems as its the only thing that I can get into as of now. Fall asleep through most episodes, in the end..... I am much better educated in the witch, demon and fairy land world lol HA HA HA... Hey I am sick not dead I still can have a since of humor can I not?
     Seen my angel cake butter milk biscuit a couple time through out the week, he comforts me with his giggles and laughs and makes the flu seem to be bearable for the time being.. However he knows Auntie is sick so he brings me his piggies and we lay on the couch playing this little piggy went to market, and then we go through our hand signs for he is so handsome, and flirty, and jolly like santa.... in the end we play "So Big, So Strong, " For a child who had such a troubling start and continues to have so much happening to him he is a happy go lucky kid, who brings WAY to much joy into my life...  WE are lucky to have him, He is my meds when I need it.

     Angel Cake playing little piggy's  as you can see him hold his foot and then taking his two fingers and touching his toes and he moves those finger on and off his big toe until Auntie finishes her Piggy tale... where it leads the little piggy all the way home!