It is late and here I sit writing this blog, So much has happened and it seems just not enough time to get everything I need or want done, to get done. I wonder many of nights how I do it myself. With no intention of even answering my own question. I am going through a lot, my youngest has a child now and which I help her with her awesome daughter my granddaughter. I have wrote a book and published it, including making the cover front and back. I feel very accomplished in my life and I have to thank God for leading me through these paths.
I always wanted to be a writer, and well dreamt many of times about being a writer. Did I actually think I would be one, I believe I did. I just needed to be lead in the right direction and therefore have accomplished yet another goal I was unaware that I was accomplishing. I never thought in a million years that I would be here, and looking back yet I believe a part of me knew I always would.
From getting my GED at a very late stage in my life, to going to collage, buying a home, and well being a Manager of my own store to now a Author, Writer, Publisher, Graphic Artist. I knew I could and would achieve many of the goals I set out to do. However an Author.... it always was there, I just did it, not really trying at all in all honesty. I just started writing and there it was a story of my life in a nut shell. Only thing is I never thought that my first book would be of secrets so deep as the ones I told in my book. Who would of thought that my Haunted Life would be the first book that I would officially publish.
Sometimes the goals we create and achieve are our procrastination of things we should of already been doing. Maybe it was the fear of being rejected, unlikeable, or not good enough I am not sure what kept me from just sitting down before and writing. Now however I can not stop it, my muse is there. I have stories upon stories to tell and I want people to read them. They will laugh, they will cry, they will fall in love and then be crushed at times. However only when the words hit the paper and become the story will the readers be able to read the tales that are so ready to be told.
I have a plan, that plan is to rise above my fears and give something that I know I can to those who are willing to read it, to enjoy it. Maybe even love it.
Welcome to my haunted life is a true story, my true story of the demons and the skeletons in my closest. The ghosts, shadow people, and many other entities that surround me from day to day. Years it has taken me to be able to tell someone, everyone of the fearful nights, the torture I felt and the hauntings that haunted my life. Only I wasn't the only one experiencing them anymore as I got older my family and my friends were witnessing these paranormal experiences as well. I was not sure if I could bare another night thinking I was crazy or something. However when others were around me and saw or heard what I would hear that is when I knew my life wasn't just in my head. It was real, and that reality was not something I wanted anymore. I learned to live with it not fear it, I have won that battle many times over. I have escaped from the depths of hell so to speak and I have learned now at my age that those hauntings were so much more they were messages and they were guidance, they were my life and I needed to face it head on. I did just that, therefore now my life is a little more settled and now I am not fearful of what I see, more then curious and able to understand what I am seeing and why. That there is a story there and it is only waiting to be found out, written and read.
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