Ok so the biggest hurdle it over with wonderful, Moved into house, stress pretty much gone, now what comes.... yes of course your body says you put me through to much and now you have to recuperate, Yep I am sick, sinus and body aches as well as what might be the signs of the flu have hit me.
Though I feel sick and what not I am actually able to get the rest that I so overly need. Stress effects everyone differently... me I get sick, really sick. However I do have to admit this time it isn't so bad. However maybe it is because I need this time to get a hold of all my bearing and come out ahead again. I have fought my way here, and now that the battle is over, it is time for me to strengthen my forces. At least that is what my body tells me lol. To stay in the game of life I take what comes and handle it then and only then. Someone told me a long time ago, (My Husband) Don't sweat the small shit, everything is small shit. It'll work out for the best. That is true enough.
So now my body is having it's time of healing, and my mind is free and clear of things to do. It is on to everyday living and breathing..... anything that comes along is not worth my time in worrying about. I ll figure it out in the end with help from those around me and God. The barrier that I have put up, the walls that protect me, the fence that you can not come through shall hold another day... maauuuaahhhaaa lol just kidding. I do have the walls built the barrier up stress doesn't effect me as much as it once did, but it has it's toll on me eventually. I find myself in those times that I just have to sit reflect and remember past experiences of how it use to be then from somewhere deep inside I find my answers coming through. I believe that is called growing up. Instead of reacting I reflect, find answers and go on, brush it off most times.
My job is doing well, a little stressful yes, but all jobs have that, you have to it is how you know and stay in the game by the challenges that is brings to you. A learning process if you may, I appreciate these challenges. It shows me my limits and helps me to spread my limits out further. I enjoy my job through and through.
School it's going well to, have two more semesters to go through. I ll get there slowly but surly I will. I am going to getter done eventually. No need to be in a hurry there. Just going with the flow in that area. I will get that goal dealt with promise.
Well time to rest up, I still have clothes to fold, and put away, and do some more. Just taking my time as usual when it comes to cleaning. Have to not let the small crap bother you..... after all that is one thing that will wait for you ha ha ha!
